I’m not a person who calmly does the “tasks” and don’t question decisions. I’m hungry and unsatisfied. I can’t accept bad results. I demand a lot and want it right now. I’m obsessed with perfection. Sometimes I sit on a project for hours and weeks until every detail is perfect.
Don’t tell me “just let it go” or “take it easy”, because I can’t. I’m getting depressed when I do. This is not who I am.
And this is exactly where I find my fuel and purpose:
My work is the best thing I can do for this world. I find my greatest happiness when projects I contribute in influence millions of people’s lives.
Through all the hard things and difficult people, I find love and excitement.
Design is a kind of a love expression to me.
True love isn’t selfish. It cares about you first and it doesn’t try to manipulate you. It just waits here for you once you’d need it. Unobtrusive. It doesn’t want to impress you, but it listens to you carefully and tries to understand you better. While there’re millions of life forms on earth, true love’s target is just to stay honest and pure with you.
When technology loves user first, user loves technology back.